Selasa, 22 Januari 2008

Maya Angelou- In & Out of Time Poem

The sun has come, the mists have gone
We see in the distance, our long way home
I was always yours to have, you were always mine
We have loved each other, in and out of time

When the first stone, looked up at the blazing sun
And the first tree struggled up, from the forest floor
I have always loved you more

You freed your braids, gave your hair to the breeze
It hung like a hive of honey bees
I reached in the mass, for the sweet honey comb there
God how I loved your hair

You saw me bludgeoned by circumstance,
Lost, injured, hurt by chance
I screamed to the heavens; loudly scream
Trying to change our nightmares into dreams

The sun has come, the mists have gone
We see in the distance, our long way home
I was always yours to have, you were always mine
We have loved each other, in and out of time

Selasa, 15 Januari 2008

keren

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.




by Marianne Williamson from A Return To Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracles

Kamis, 06 Desember 2007

AKon

AKON LYRICS

"Sorry, Blame It On Me"

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Sabtu, 10 November 2007

aRGHHHHHHHHHHH

ini yang di sebut membanting tulang bayangkan dari jumat ampe sekarang belum balik.........dan mo di lanjutin ampe minggu pagi............ga nyangka kerja bakalan sesusah ini.........

Garfa gara project yg ga jelas akhirnya ...sumpah cape abis tidur cuma tidur ayam kepala udah pusing tapi masih aja lanjut .........saatnya update CV dan mulai buka jobsdb cari lowongan ............hahahahahaha udah mulai gila ....

aRGHHHHHHHHHHH

Senin, 05 November 2007

Ga adil

Hmnnnn

Tadi malam pas pulang dari kantor gw merasa telah bersikap tidak adil dengan mengeluarkan posting kemaren....

kok keliatannya jadi menyalahkan wanita yg gw suka. Akhir nya gw ambil kesimpulan
1. Ngapain marah kecewa ...emang cewenya ga suka ama gw .
2. Dengan mengeluarkan postingan kemren menunjukan bahwa gw belum dewasa dalam hal wanita(mungkin pengharapan gw yg terlalu tinggi).
3. Yang gw sebut usaha belum tentu di lihat usaha oleh wanita, seperti kata temen gw wanita hanya ingin dimengerti (thanks ndi) dan dengan itu berati gw belum bisa mengerti dia.
4. Ada temen gw yg dari awal ga support gw krn gw sudah kebawa perasaan makanya gw ga dengerin temen gw. padahal apa yg dia bilang bener (sorry don thank for that )
5.Wajib usaha diet lagi ........udah kayak gajah......
6. Gw gabung di di el jomblo dimana di ketuai adityo dan seketaris nya don hehehehhehehehehehh


i hope it's not to late to say apoligize ...................

Minggu, 04 November 2007

sabtu aneh

hehehehhehe

sabtu kemren gw merencanakan sesuatu yg gw pikir akan berjalan dengan baik, tapi ternyata.......
dimulai main futsal jadwal yg di sms adalaha jam 11:00 gw udah datang jam 10:40 dengan harapan yg lain juga udah datang ...eh karena hujan pada baru datang jam 12:00 jadi gw selama 1 jam lebih nunggu ................setelah pada datang futsal mulai dan entah kenapa sejak main ampe abis ga bikin gol...main jelek banget (meski ga jago amat) ........cuma biasa nya bikin gol .....

sore nya jemput cewe yang rencana gw mau tau posisi gw selama ini rencananya nonton dan makan ....cuma sampe di Senayan pas liat 21 film ga ada yg bagus ......jadi ga jadi nonton....akhir cari makan aja krn udah lapar rencannya mo cari nasi kebuli di daerah casablanca cuma ga ketemu akhir nya mutar ke arah mampang untuk makan mie ayam(setelah imigrasi).......

abis perut kenyang nganterin pulang nah pas pulang krn udah grogi akhirnya gw kasi tau kl selama ini gw suka ama si cewe. dan mau tau harapan gw bisa jadi kenyataan apa engga. cuma krn grogi semua yg gw rencanin mo bilang apa jadi berantakan.....malu abis sampe dia kasi beberapa alasan
1. Lagi ga mau membina suatu hubungan.
2. Gw katanya ga ada usaha.(lah selama ini kalo nonton ato jalan bareng kan bedua aja. terus gw jemput gw anterin pulang. usaha apa lagi ?????? )
3. Cara nembak cewe gw ga bener.....


tadi chat ama temen gw dia bilang "cewe ga pernah puas dengan segala usaha cewe sedangkan cowo selalu mengharapkan lebih dengan usaha yg sedikit "


setidaknya gw tau posisi gw saat ini ....saat nya berpikir realistis aja ga usah neko neko ...........dan yang pasti harus mulailagi usaha ....DIET hehehehehehhehe